My Hopeful Thoughts

Whenever I play the song "dance with my father". I can't help but cry. I miss my father.

One of the things that I'm longing to happen in my life is to see my father again. I'm a product of a broken family. I was only 7 yrs old when my father had an affair with other woman and left our home. Since then, I always hoping and praying that someday he'll come back to us. It's been quite a long time, since the last time we saw him. Still, I'd never stop hoping that someday, we will be with him again. Just like the old times. watching movies, teasing each other, and spent special occasions with him. And if someday I'll get married, he'll be there walking with me in the center aisle.

Many years have passed. My father already have children with his second wife. It seems to me that those hopeful thoughts become impossible as time goes by. We lost contact with him. We haven't heard any news from him. I don't know how to find him. I don't even know he's cellphone number. No one in my family have the courage to mention his name. Maybe because, we all know that we are all hurting. Most especially, my mother. We know how hard it is to my mom. All the sufferings shed gone through. With respect to her, so, we never talk about it, and pretend that we're happy and nothing happened. We are very sensitive in that matter.

Even though we don't talk about it, I'm still hoping for that time to happen. And what makes me overcome those hindrances? Its faith in God. Through this i will never stop hoping for it. We never hate our father. In fact, we love him dearly. I know God is there preparing something special for me and for my family as well. 

Everything happens for a reason. With God's grace, sooner or later those hopeful thoughts will be answered prayer.

I want to share quotes that make me inspired for my hopeful thoughts.

"Without faith a man can do nothing; with it, all things are possible."

 "My job is to take care of the possible and trust God with the impossible."

God Bless Us All.